PEACEfulNESS. A calming sort of sensation. IT was told that I bring IT....the calm. "I feel peaceful around you." Simple. Concise. Impactful. Thank you. Am i, I, I...peace? Project it, correct, reject it? In this instant.....a bit. Shook up. Unsure. As needed.
People ARE strange. Then again...not any more than I. Me. I've been labeled as odd and quirky by a few, awkward and strange per a Mi. Chemicals influence perceptions and feelings unto plausible action. And I am a bit bullshit and also incredibly empathetic.
Here HERE. An interaction. Exchange. That's ALL it takes to break up any pending yucky status-quo. Incredible. The stuff of hopes and dreams and flames. Emotional intelligence is sickeningly under appreciated. My mind....a bit disrupted, truth be told. The possibility for connection that changes, maims, makes, and breaks is endless, thrilling...necessary. We are social and we are one and we are together exploring this infinite abyss. You managed to inspire these words, this undertaking, that awakening. WOW. Gracias, M. You are an overly undiscovered brilliance of a person and I am enriched having had this....whatever it is, was, could of been. Oh and if I could touch you I would. ??? Because, sir....touch is touch is touch is touch. Shield intact. Torture worth every minute.
Reflecting on previous few entries is to confront privilege, class, race, et al. Urgh. Most wouldn't care or would find me silly for such concerns, but I am me and you are you. Great goodness. White women abound. Like me. Like them. Shake me, wake me, when it's over. Dios mio. Oy. Si. And YOU and your pants? Uncertain, but the change is fantastial. The honestly...appreciated. ConfiDANCE through life. YESssssss (linguistical brain poison). xoxoox
